"We grow neither better nor worse as we get old, but more like ourselves."
-May Lamberton Becker

"It takes courage to grow up and become who you really are."
-ee cummings

I've been doing a lot of thinking about growing up recently. The reason behind this thinking about growing up is not just because I'm in college and it's getting closer to the summer and graduation, but also because I've been looking at myself and the relationship I've had in the past and I believe I've had a sort of revelation about who I am. I would go into detail with this but, as I said, I only think I've had some sort of revelation. Right now I'm still looking into it, but the moment I know what I am thinking is true right now, I'll tell you.

However the interesting thing is, although I'm still unsure about thing I'm investigating, just looking into the subject has made me so amazingly happy that I can't quite believe it. Another thing making me happy is that I get to see my mom tomorrow, and like all children everywhere, I love my mommy. I get to spend a whole day with my mommy, and the food which she's going to take me out to eat is just the icing on the cake.

Who knows... I might even talk to her about the things I've been thinking about!

Till next time, I remain...
~The BJC